差不多工作了四年的地方,看過不少魚兒魚來魚往,今天便輪到了我。我沒有一點捨不得,因為我已經習慣了與魚兒離別的感覺。
不竟是畢業後的第一份工作,我離開的時候,腦海中也會回憶起過去那些年日子。
Flash,乒乓球,雷射槍,笑哈哈,日清,匯豐OOO,Nike…
差不多工作了四年的地方,看過不少魚兒魚來魚往,今天便輪到了我。我沒有一點捨不得,因為我已經習慣了與魚兒離別的感覺。
不竟是畢業後的第一份工作,我離開的時候,腦海中也會回憶起過去那些年日子。
Flash,乒乓球,雷射槍,笑哈哈,日清,匯豐OOO,Nike…
自從買了Mac機後,沒有九方的我已經很少更新Xanga。當時我還對英文有一顆熱誠,於是我還會繼續寫下去。可是,英文實在很難表達我思我想。漸漸地,留字的次數也愈來愈少。縱使如此,我還是堅持每個月尾都來一個回顧與前瞻。
對我而言,寫一篇文章總是花上很多時間。有了iPod後,心想可以利用上班下班的時間來寫。可惜,iPod的手寫太慢,我的iPod也太慢。有了iPad的筆劃後,我想問題應該可以解決。可是,iPad太大,害羞的我很怕旁人看到內容,回到家後,iPad又太重,總是寫得不夠爽快。最後,我還是斷斷續續的寫下去。
現在有了iPhone,再沒有不爽快的問題。可是我卻去了寫相片,寫微博,真的諷刺。
過去五年都會為老朋友寫聖誕卡,今年卻沒有。不是我忘記了那件事,是因為今年我沒有要慶祝聖誕的感覺。
不論聖誕節是不是主耶穌的生日,普天同慶的節目氣氛總要令人開開心心地過。但是無論聖誕有多快樂,我也不會忘記那年的聖誕節,我在健康老人家下,等候的晚上。其實心裡早已放下那件事,但看到朋友提起她的聖誕節,使我又回想那些片段。
回想上年的四月是魚來魚往的日子。自此之後,魚缸裡好像欠缺了一股生氣,而各魚兒也只顧忙碌覓食。一浪接一浪的工作,不禁令小魚想起當初四處遊歷的寫意日子。
Going back to 2004, I was a Form 7 student. As an AL candidate, there should be no leisure time. Only one thing I can do was studying. When assignments, past papers and mocks came close together, escape was the only way to me. Hea was the next step. Turning on the PC was the second step. Once Windows started up, forum, ICQ and Dos games were the entertainment to kill my time. Perhaps I was filled with guilt so I started to find something to redeem my fault. Maybe primary school teachers always encourage students to write diaries. I opened a Xanga account and then started to type my first entry. That was the beginning of my web log.
Recently, yes recently, i just found the archive page of my Xanga. Reviewing those entries year by year, I found the changes of my writing style as well as myself. Passion is always in plenty at the earliest. I wrote the entries with lots of expression and described my life in great detail. I also decorated the site with animated banner, media player, flash counter and so on. Ha, I just tried to put everything in look and feel. Not only a diary, Xanga is also a place for me to promote my super stars Bergkamp and BoA.
When somebody entered my Xanga and somebody left my Xanga, things changed very much. I started to realize that the world is huge and full of people. Xanga became a place for me to express my emotion and share my thoughts. Besides, there became my language training center. My colloquial writing has been becoming written language even in English. It’s unbelievable that I’ve been using English for two years since Special English Day. However, Chinese is always the easiest way to express myself. That’s why there was a Chinese entry monthly.
Xanga is definitely a part of my life. I’ve been using it for six years. Because of Xanga, I know how silly I was. Because of Xanga, I also know how blessed I was. Thx god. I can read and write. I truly wish I can write more positive entries and share my witness of god in the furture, yet I will most likely move to WordPress. Nevertheless, it’s not the time to say good bye to Xanga, I just wanna write an entry for the 6th Ann. of B Style.