三個月的日子已經過了一半，本以為一個月便可以完成的東西，結果現在還是有一段距離。但那段日子接觸他資訊比預期多，能夠與HTML 5做過朋友便是賞心樂事。接著的一個星期會Work at home，就來一個上網速度和自制能力的比拼！加油！
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愛，在那裡？
這個十一月是最不爽的十一月。每天看到的，聽見的，都是一個個負面新聞。是我們喜歡揭人瘡疤，還是大家喜歡揶揄一番？近年人們也喜愛批評，心裡不爽便喜愛痛罵一番。與其說世界變得更恐怖，實情是人變得更邪惡，更可怕。更諷刺的是我們還理所當然地宣揚愛，可是卻不懂得怎樣愛。
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BoA B-day
青春時總會迷戀一兩個偶像。迷戀的程度可以達到戀人級。偶像生日時，總會為他們送上祝福，也懶得理他們收不收到。現在明星們都已有微博，粉絲們真的可以對偶像說生日快樂。
今天正是小寶的生日。祝生日快樂。哈。
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習慣忙碌
中學時期真的浪費了很時間，放學不是去打足球機，便是在家打遊戲機。人大了，知道自己失去了很多光陰，便立志要努力贖回那些失去了的光陰。我一直不介意工作比別人長，因為我知道別人曾經比我努力過，我只是在後面追上來。
近來空閒的時間有點無所事事，沒有壓迫的生活卻沒有動力。感覺就像浪費時間。昨晚與舊同事聚飯，不約而同的是，大家也比以前空閒了很多。從前魚兒們渴望準時放工，現在放工時間早了，我們反倒不習慣。
我想，香港人還是中國人，是一班喜歡做奴隸的人民。哈，我再想，休休閒閒的外國人生活，不是我們所嚮往的嗎？
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A CHAT WITH JESUS CHRIST
Jesus: Hello. Did you call me?
Man: Called you? No. Who is this?
Jesus: This is Jesus. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Man: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
Jesus: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Man: Don’t know. But I can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the time.
Jesus: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Man: I understand. But I still can’t figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
Jesus: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Man: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
Jesus: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Man: why are we then constantly unhappy?
Jesus: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That’s why you are not happy.
Man: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
Jesus: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Man: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
Jesus: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Man: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
Jesus: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don’t suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Man: You mean to say such experience is useful?
Jesus: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Man: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from problems?
Jesus: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Man: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don’t know where we are heading.
Jesus: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Man: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
Jesus: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Man: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
Jesus: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Man: What surprises you about people?
Jesus: When they suffer they ask, “why me? When they prosper, they never ask “Why me” Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Man: Sometimes I ask, who I am, why am I here. I can’t get the answer.
Jesus: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Man: How can I get the best out of life?
Jesus: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Man: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
Jesus: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Man: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration.
Jesus: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don’t believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.
Man: Thank you so much.
Jesus: You are always welcome. Have a good day my friend. —
Quote from Aries’s Album – Word For You
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科技在改變我們
科技的進步讓生活變得簡單，方便。從前古人要飛鴿傳書，近代我們要靠郵差叔叔送信純熟，今天我MSN, whatsapp,便可以將訊息傳遞給遠近的朋友。
可是訊息愈容易得到的東西，人總是不珍惜。甚至我們懶得去回覆，說句OK，讚一讚好便了事。人們的溝通變得空泛，沒有內容。究竟科技是用來改善生活？還是讓人們思考變得退步？
由盲搶鹽到LINE的收費短訊，便顯出我們的質素。
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强國生活
一週的强國生活完結了。一如所料，上面書要翻牆，上微博很和諧。從前「返大陸」是一件很艱巨的事情，記得當年在羅湖打蛇餅情況，不論你週末去了那裡足浴按摩，一班港人困在一重重的鐵閘中，甚麼疲勞也呼喚出來。現在上一上電梯，行一段路便過關了。
香港人在深圳，很多事情都要適應。上網慢，慢得很可憐。過馬路，即使綠燈也要注意交通。普通話，唉，不能用普通話溝通的我也要溝通。
一週過去，其實只是過了三天，睡覺的時間很多，討論的時間也很多，只是用電腦的時間很少，因為上網真的很慢。
一週過去，還看到iPhone 4 Steve,一個個蘋果迷的R.I.P.。
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八號風球納沙
回想上次八號風球又不用上班的日子，便要想到兩年前的九月十四。記得那天早上還是三號風球，下午才掛上八號。當時還是尋找工作的我，對三號或八號根本沒有甚麼期望，我只期望收到一個通知。想不到，那天早上，我一連收到兩間公司的取錄消息。
那一天的印象真的很深，我還記得我上了RF的網站，看到他們的「現場」工作環境。我真的覺得他們在八號風球下還繼續工作。事隔兩年，又一個八號風球不用上班。明天後，我真的不用再上班了。
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一零零三個月
下個月便開始三個月的無薪假期。同事們感到很意外吧，他們都會問候我未來三個月的動向。我想，他們更關心我三個月後的狀況。
是去？是留？我心裡沒有絕對的答案，但既然環境容許我去我留，我還是專注那三個月的時間吧。
記得一位VCAST同事離開時說的一番話：”There are 3 months in one season. Usually that represents changes of weather and behavior. And in business world, that is good enough to evaluate a person’s success, whether you agree is justifiable or not. For this time around, it is happening to me.”
三個月內除了要創一番事業，我還想給一點時間給自己，給家人，給神。真的，生活不應只有工作。希望那三個月，自己有一個突破。
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2nd RF Ann.
Time flies and things change always. I’ve been working in RF for two years. The second year was totally different from last year. Working with new colleagues and new projects brought me much more challenges. I had to work more independent and mature. Managing projects is still hard to me. Most of the projects were behind the schedules so it let me work overtime again and again. I never mind to work overtime but I just feel exhausted.
I remembered that I asked for more back-end programming last year but I prefer more front-end now. Ha, I was totally obsessed to the fancy javasrcipt effects. Besides, scripting language is more efficient to the web development. I’ve already spent a huge amount of time on compilation.
During my first year, I heard that the office will move to the Kowloon side but RF’s office is sharing with another company now. The working environment collapsed. There are no creative center and table tennis anymore. Yet, it make development and AS team work more closely. Sometimes it’s kinda interesting to hear their gossips. However, I dislike to hear the conversation between the clients. Sigh, managing people is definitely a big task.
Although I still believe web development is my career, I found unsatisfactory in my soul. The playground is no longer existing in my life. Thus, I just wanna have a change. I quite appreciate that my manager always consider my requests. He let me take 3 months no pay leave. Somehow I feel guilty that I leave the company and make development team more collapsible. People even wonder if I’ll come back in next year. In fact, it’s still a question to me. Anyway, as I said, time flies and things change always. Let’s see the rest of this year. May god bless me as the first year.